that is how I am feeling now.
I don't know why...things are going good in my life, but I feel ....hmmm, like I am not focusing on what I need to be doing. Does that make sense?
I've been reading "Made to Crave" by Lysa TerKeaurst. Very good book. But it does make you think.
There has been a LOT of travel the past month or so...a 10 day trip to Texas, this past weekend in Oregon...and tomorrow I leave for a couple of days in Reno with dh. The 'good' thing about Reno is I do nothing while dh works. So, that will give me a day to reflect. And maybe lose some of this scattered feeling.
What has me unsettled? The news is bad...it seems like things are just falling apart...on all levels
Should I be doing anything? Should I get involved? What? How?
Work is okay for me...but a lot going on...
The family is okay... I sure do love those grandkids. I have no complaints. Just read some stuff my 'crazy' sister put on FB...that probably has a lot to do with this feeling. I just don't understand her and the accusations she makes and puts out in public.
Church is a li'l weird too. We just took 6 weeks off from Sunday school...just no volunteers to keep it going. Supposed to start up on Sunday. I think I'm going to take it 'easy'...let the kids catch up on their art journals..play a game.
I do miss the animals we 'rescued' over the summer. 6 kittens, all found homes. and one small dog, Molly, and thank God she also has a new home. But, boy do I miss them. There is a sadness for me that I cannot be a part of their forever lives. Though I do get to see pics of one of the kittens, thru facebook and of Molly...as a coworker adopted her.
My health, got a fairly high fasting glucose reading...so trying to cut down the sugars/carbs and work out more. It is hard. I'm good in that I still don't have the obsessive thoughts about food. And pretty much just eat when hungry. Just wanna make sure I make the good choices. So thankful I did the caffeine purge, as I did add a lot of sugar to my teas.
Well, looking forward to some time 'off' in Reno. Am bringing a couple of projects, not scrapbooking, but tags for an exchange and my Prima doll stamps.